Fuck summer school, fuck my parents, fuck being forced to do shit, fuck feeling like shit cause that’s how she wants it, double fuck him, fuck him cause you like him more, fuck today, and fuck yoga, that shit is impossible.
It was probably Gabe. You know, cause you say he’s stronger than me, he can defend you better, and he makes you happier. You dream about him a lot I bet. Maybe you don’t actually love me, maybe that guy in your dream is who you really love, since you never dream of me.I had a dream this guy picked me up and ran me everywhere I needed to go. He wasnt my boyfriend cause my boyfriend thinks I’m too fat to pick up.
Just broke down. I hated it. I wish you’d talk to me so I can try to make things better. Unless you’re giving up on us. I really miss you. Im sorry.
Anonymous
